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some girls i love

i get stuck in phases where i make a string of fairly poor decisions...

i need to...
buy frames for pictures
go to vernon
raft
clean my apartment
bbq some shrimp soon
swim
call the bank

"you remind me of a penny, because you're two-faced and worthless."
today I woke up at 1pm so hungover but then Darren and I sat in a park and drank sun smoothies for a while so I'm automatically having a good day.
Tonight I get to see my favorites!

matted hair/messy room, apple juice, sleeping in, mtv, fights with boys, mousse, dreams that make you wake up angry, new job, long drives, need to get out again!!, money owed, elliott smith, smoke burns, san diego, jamesons, stoop dwelling, wonton soup, bikeage sing-a-longs, ooo my babe's here soon! oh and I MISS KELLY!!!!

want :

also i need to see this movie... sienne miller... keira knightley... AND cillian murphy? AUGH

DREAM

so my parents and i went to Somalia, but to an apparent realllly nice place - a resort - the hotels were like palaces and beautiful boats would take you along the beaches. you know. vacation spot. the only thing was that there were still Somalian military/government/whatever personal everywhere, and if you didn't abide by their strict lisfestyle and customs - or for that matter - if you did anything they didn't like - that'd be it for you. depeneding, they might give you another chance before either banishing you from the country or all together killing you, but in most cases you were gone in some way or another. SO for some reason these "gaurds" heard something come out of my mouth that they didn't like. surprise. haha. and i didn't know about it until my mom somehow found out and told me, and then my dream turned into running away from these fucked up Somalian guards. there was this one dude who was helping me that had some super power of some sort and could fly, so he somehow translated some of that power to me and therefore i could fly, but only if i was riding a bike and concentrating reallllly hard on going really fast and getting away. it ended with a bunch of people chasing me, and me not being able to get this bike to fly, but at the last second i did and flew over the ocean to safety.
AWESOME.



i think it was only set in Somalia because last night i was super drunk and watched southpark before bed... season 13... where cartmen and others go to Somalia to be pirates.. hahaaa

TTTTTTTTTHHHHHHIIIIINNNNNNN LIIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZY

The city was hers, as, made up and sleeked so with the customary words and images (cosmopolitan, culture, cable cars) it had not been before: she had safe-passage tonight to its far blood's branchings, be they capillaries too small for more than peering into, or vessels mashed together in shameless municipal hickeys, out on the skin for all but tourists to see. Nothing of the night's could touch her; nothing did.

mine

"to you, my babe. to us! to CRUST" - mik

lately:

last night mik and i made stuffing in naan bread sandwiches at 4 in the morning.. hahahahahaha good.

home at last

probably just lived two of the best weeks i've ever experienced - girl crewing plus skish, beach every day, cliff jumping in squamish, sunset beach fireworks, late night stoop lurking, living in my bathing suit and shorts, homemade meals, smoking smokes, seeing friends i haven't seen in years, east hastings, walking miles and miles every day, simone quotes, alf house, peeing in public places, crust barks, lakes, metallica singalongs, snacks, hiking, lynn canyon, suspension bridges, waterfalls, really really cold water, floating on logs in the most beautiful lakes, early morning ferry ride, $14.00 breakfast, vancouver isle hardcore fest 2010, tempest playing a great set, finding good books, getting calgary drunk, sharing too many shotguns and smokes and good talks with aaron, thin lizzy, getting hit on by girls, staying up all night, babes, ocean-side hangs, sabertooth/vic crew/simone me and skish for a weekend, fur hat with a tail, charlie, almost missing our flight home, crazy girls, freezies, barefeet more often than not, late night mcdonalds... basically just being in beautiful places with the most amazing people doing the best things. can't believe it's already over, i think i might sleep for three days..
lessons to be learned: don't forget your roots. do what makes you you. don't give a fuckkk