what a bizzare night

What or who still inspires you to keep on keeping on?

the fucking homo’s and the junkies cuase they always keep on keepin on

i feel bad

ugh tonight i went a little crazy and i know it's just because i'm here so alone. you know? augh, i even drive myself a little insane sometimes. i just can't get worries out of my head sometimes... i'm just incapable of doing so.
buuuut tonight ended up to be good. after work tele came and saved my life (not the first time...) and took me to factory party. then i drove tristain's truck to kelly's at 3am with just tristain... and then it was co worker bonding time at kellys. so good. aw man! paul got me home safe and sound.


also..
i have re-realized my love for this man
like gooooooood god damn




today day was good... coffee/home shopping with chrissy then dinner/lurking with maddy. then work. then everything else. good. 5:15 am hellllo how are you

since i have an iphone i'm gunna post daily pictures kind of

today danny and i went to the zoo! such a good day. the zoo has mechanical dinosaurs now? they move and make noises it's unreal haha. we also went for vietnamese and just lurked around like usual... good.





yesterday my brother and i went to the drum for a couple pints. when he left i stayed and ended up going to the ship to meet brent and cole and phil, then going back to the drum, then going to hifi and meeting kelly! such a bizzare, really fucked up night. i just dance for hoursss.


my house rules



chad and rich.. door guys you are my life haha


torontoooo


view from my front window!


chrissy being great


dom a longa ding dong <3

for the past 2 hours i've been doing nothing except for listening to fall of the bastards and getting distracted by everything

i am going to set up some new... guidelines, for myself, for my life... lately i've just been not really doing anything or taking care of much.
SO.
1. wake up before noon every day
2. stop going to shoppers just to shop... i spend too much money there.
3. make my bed every day!
4. floss every day.
5. don't buy anything i don't NEED for the next few months. i spend too much money i need to save and pay off things.
6. always try to be in a good mood - keep spme real perspective in everything i do..
7. stop smoking too much weed! only before bed. only!!
8. think of myself first... assert myself.
9. drink only once a week!



tonight i think i will probably end up with geoff and dana. good.

MOB SPRING 2 Gramercy Gardens collection

i love being in my parents house.

" And that music is so powerful that it's quite beyond my control and when I'm in the grips of it I don't feel pleasure and I don't feel pain, either physically or emotionally. Do you understand what I'm talking about? Have you ever felt like that? When you just couldn't feel anything? And you didn't want to either? You know? Like that. Do you understand what I'm saying sir?"








this morning i booked my flights to toronto!!! april 12-22 i get everything i want!!!!!!!!