"there is a lot of everything"

needless to say, my friends are babes. 95% of the time i am surrounded by babes. my babes!



a handful of people have knocked some sense and a lot of new ideas/realizations/i don't even know anymore into my head over the past few days. i feel chaaaange coming... and not change in the sense of where i live or what i do or who i see... but more like... what i think and why i think it and how i think it and perspective and MAN. trying to process it still. so happy kelly is here. so happy that some of the people that exist in my life... exist in my life. and so happy liam clarke is back in my life as well.


ahhh!

one day my apartment will look something like this...

soon i will get it closer to being GREAT
haha

separate.

" On another level, we think with different brains, get "it"... even if we don't know what "it" is, just having the capacity to understand that there's more to it than what we have. "

"this is me wanting to love every second of your existence, and nothing else really."

don't let people happen to you. don't let me happen to you.













- telling noodles my secrets. deville every day (almost). devon spitting beer/the guy that sprayed jager at us. being younger than everyone (almost). caffeinated bodies. wake up and twenty minutes later you're in front of me. fur blankets and vests and scarves and mittens. tyler leaves soon for a long time to a far away place, i'm jealous/happy for him and i'm gunna miss him (more than i already do). i live in so many places but only pay rent in one city. "barcelona owns my soul." to leave or not to leave? boys with girlfriends. church with my nonna. feathers. breakfast sandwiches. soy lattes. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.



oh by the way ONE WEEK TILL KELLLLLLLLLY!

houses houses houses all i want to do is design ROOMS

fuck!






if i had to pick a favourite celebrity... i wouldn't. i don't really like any of them. if i had to pick a someone-i-don't-know-but-actually-love i would pick this woman! no surprise, i've loved her since i was 16 haha.

what i needed - "yours!"

i feel great because i'm once again head over heels obsessed with attack in black... but this time years (by one thousand fingertips) - the kind of head over heels where when i wake up i'm stoked because it means i can go back to listening to them, haha. attack in black and danzig is all i need in life. all. i. need.

"if i did not know you i wouldn't be nearly as inspired."

wednesday 2:38 pm, sitting in atomic FUCK

don't get me wrong, i really do love calgary and the people in it... but i always find myself going through kelly/kira/hut/hill/java/toronto in general withdrawl and it sucks. i'm here having fun and doing stuff and everything but i can't help but think about my friends on the other side of the country all together! haha. jealousy/missing+distance = sucky. i am so glad i get kelly and kira soon. uuuuugh so happy.

last night was drunk and fun. i miss going out with my babes all the time... but i'm glad i don't drink as much as i used to. because face it... i used to drink a lot. haha.


there's something to be said about friends that have remained consistent throughout many years of your life. i have the best girlfriends ever, i'm convinced. love!






also last night humans bleeeeeew my mind, but when does that not happen...