i gave my cheap ass flights to vancouver to ayla because i can't afford that shit and i'm too sick to leave the city for a while. doctors orders have once again kicked my ass. all i wanted was good familiar faces and the ocean... oh well. this weekend was shitty but i had an okay time. friday i saw my girls and was in my bed by 11:30 pm. saturday i worked for a measly five hours with ivy then went home and slept for four hours. got up and had a bath then hung out on the internet for a while, watched into the wild for another time and fell in love with emile all over again. then i read and slept. today i woke up and painted all day now i'm sitting, listening to sublime and drinking sprite. i love it when i remember how much i loooove sublime. i also finally bought atmosphere tickets for kim and i today.
things the past few days have made me realize: i can be a very jealous person but not in the way that it gets to me harshly... i just get jealous as fuck, i'm a very bitter person, and i think the worst situation is when you know someone thinks that you're all head over heels gushing over them, and they're not into it, but they think you are and they get weirded out by it.... but... the fact of the matter that you're not into them... you actually could care less... and then it's just... lame.
so. hello. i like no one. nobody. zero people. you think i like you? you're wrong. i don't. i probably want to be your friend but that's it.
/end grade eight rant
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