if you have to ask then you should already know the answer

i have nothing to say. i just typed a big paragraph trying to explain things but i have no idea. i don't want to say anything.
i am happy that in an hour from now i'll be with tyler because last night even though he almost EMBARRASSED me he still saved my life in multiple ways.
the girls i work with are amazing people because instead of putting up with ranting and me being fucking weird and loud and rude they ASK me to because they know that in order for me to lessen my craziness i need to talk it ouuuuuuuut.