my life consists of endless blockade, celeste and despise you.
i am tired of trying and never getting anything back. i am tired of surface conversations and never getting what i want to say out... never really getting the chance. tired of days full of the same shit. tired of wasted weekends where nothing ever changes. i am tired of constantly missing a few certain people, even when i see them a couple times a week. tired of feeling used, being lied to and never being able to find what i want aka what i need.
i don't know.
i need to go to edmonton next friday i think... i think i have a car, and if i have a car, i'm going alone.
fuck everyonnnnne i am always angry.
thank GOD i leave to toronto in two weeks. i'm going crazy..
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