slip out of it, slip back down. i cannot stand to see you walking away from me anymore. i can't stand to stay here. why do some people get you more than others, why did you notice the people in your life enough to let them in your life. what reason. unspoken reason. places we shouldn't be, things we shouldn't be yelling, people we shouldn't be around. eye contact has always been able to get me the easiest. i understand that i need to be able to understand. i understand that you're like a hat trick, cat on a string, deep deep hole, sunset. that mind of yours. some days we gotta live in our memories. "the only thing i miss is i messed up i missed it, i messed up the missing of you." "i see you fade away never fade away never fade away." i guess i'll go out the back door, leave you two alone. i guess i'll come in the front and scare you away. soon i'll be far far away. then soon i'll leave and never come back. some time i'll be gone forever.
obsession with joy division has burst back into my life for no real reason.
tonight zache, adam kim and i went on a family outing to a really good vietnamese place on center street. family outings are my favourite. tyler and i are going to have an epic outing when we go east in a week and a half. it's funny how we are automatic travel buddies haha. so good.
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