i hate fucking waiting, i am so impatient. last night i got home from work at about 3:30am, then mikhalia and i got super baked and did what we do best - sat in her apartment and talked but mostly just laughed. woke up really early after going to bed at about 6... now i don't understand what's happening. sleep deprivation is fucked. today is chirstmas eve day which means i have hella amounts of shit to do before about 2... fuck. i hate waiting for things aughughg. i am complaining, i don't care.

my mind has switched over to only really wanting to watch mob movies.. so that's what i do when i'm at home. i feel pretty good about it.

streeeeeeeessssin' me o u t