god damn

it's weird when you realize you care about things that you never really thought you cared about and you still am not really sure! fuucked. last night was fucked. i had a bad night. actually not a bad night, just a bummed night. story of my life recently... and that sucks. people annoy me. i only want to see my good friends and people i actually like. i think today i'm going to do what i do every day and go to 17th and lurk hard and sit outside and read and write and drink coffee. that is all i do. i'm okay with it. i wish i was making money. stress.