Thursday, May 21, 2009

i forgot my cellphone in my dads car uuuuuuuugh

1. don't think i'm some naive girl. i know everything already, haha... and you probably don't know i know. you think you're being a sneaky mother fucker but in reality you're kind of a shit head but i still want you. uh what?
2. we're both too fucked up but okay at the same time. you're my best friend above all others. i only want you to be happy. we're gunna build a home together!
3. i have the biggest crush on you. oh my god. hahaha. but actually...
4. somehow we've gotten to know each other a little bit more than we both expected? you rule. i love your mind. you're a babe. i just think you're great, no matter how far you are! haha.
5. i'm glad we've become closer friends because even though i've known you for years i never really knew you. nothing to come but good times... haha
6. you are the ultimate trippp of my life right now. the best thing about us that i don't care what happens i just like being friends and having fun with you.
7. you confuse me. you always kind of have. i want to know you better and on different sort of levels because i like the person you are... no matter how crazy you've been or are. something about you!
8. i don't know what happened, i don't know if it's you who turned on the hate or if it just happened for no reason. i hope it's the second one. i miss you so much every single day and i hope we can talk this out soon.
9. you've become someone that i trust to the point of being comfortable telling my secrets that i don't tell really tell anyone to. thank you for putting up with me. i hope that if you're upset you feel as though you can talk to me too.
10. i never know if you mean it or not... you're fucked up. seriously fucked up. i get it but... i don't know.
11. you annoy me to no end, that's all. everything that comes out of your mouth is something i feel as though i need to contradict. it sucks.
12. i love you and i miss you and i hope that i start seeing you on the regular again soooon babe.
13. i miss you every day. nobody gets me in the way you get me. soon we'll be together. ugh i just miss you so much my beautiful girl.
14. i miss your house and your neighbourhood and everything about you. you're one of the most genuine friends i have. i'll see you soon and i know i'll cry, haha.
15. you're seperate but the same. you mean more to me than so many people, on such a different level. i miss you with all my heart.

i don't know why i just did this.

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