sitting around.
yesterday was the warmest day outside in so long. i went downtown by myself then randomly met up with zache, jack and adam and lurked outside people watching and doing nothing for hours. then we went to the embassy. then i went for vietnamese with cody. then ayla and i went to kims then went BACK to the embassy then to rotary with everyone. all i wanted to do yesterday was sit around and be with friends, even if that meant sitting on a bench in rotary watching my friends being really drunk and doing strange tricks on their bikes... haha. i don't know. we ended up leaving early. then i ended up driving people around. and then going home... and then not knowing why or how i was home so early on a saturday night, with nothing to do, and no real reason for leaving. i don't like the feeling of being THAT person that drives people around just because they want to go somewhere... even if i wasn't in a sense being used for my car.... it seemed like it. it never seems like it. i fucking hate that. anyone who drives i know can understand that. you don't want to go, you end up going, then you just drive with gas you shouldn't be using because you can't afford it. so lame. this is angry. sorry.
today i bought dresses, ran into ayla, built a bed.
i still need a job.
whaaatever...
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