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the sky is wide. the sky is wide and full of secrecy. secret secrecy. when things are happening and you don't know if they should be the things that are happening but somehow you know that since it's happening it's meant to happen. repeat repeat repeat myself. i am darkness. i am light. i am sun. i am shower. backs. rolling backs. the small of your back. the way the world looks when it's daytime. pitch. black. telephone wires. towels. and sinking deeper but never slipping down. sink sink sink. "the things i could do to you if i had you alone. oh the things i could do. would do. what i'm gunna do." staying up staying out until the sun comes up and then you're left with all you've done for the night. and sometimes you might feel a little bit unsatisfied. sometimes you might feel a little too much. it's just like when you hate things you never wanted to hate. its just like when you feel like you wouldn't know what to do without it, withouuuut without wi t h ouuut t t t. extending vibes to everything you control. the essence of control. when what you see is different than what you should see. and when anything can make you think. and anything can make you look away. look more. changing ways to change a thought. anything could happen at any given time and in 10 days from now the worst thing you could ever imagine could happen to you. but you're happy now. for now. never knowing what you'll think in a week. month. year. on on on on and on. by and by and by. hanging from telephone wires and looking down at the sky in reflections of things you've never really seen before. see it every day of my life. just condense condense condense. i swear it'll be the world whole wide world that'll get me in the end. i swear it. sweat. smiles. chemical. perception. i don't know.