do i really want to deal with the bullshit that will be tonight? no. will i? probably. where do i wish i was? not here. i would be happy if i could be in brooklyn right now with ryan. i thought about that today a lot. i wish i was walking down the boardwalk with him talking. that's what we do best. i miss him. i miss his mama. i miss new york.
today i left my house for more than 5 minutes for the first time in too long. it was weird, people are weird to be around. everywhere is too warm and i get overwhelmed too fast. i'm behind in too much stuff. actually... people just make me mad. with all their unnecessary talking and words and actions and just common. fuck off.
i'm a bummer today. i want to be sitting in the corner nook at the boys' house on the couch not doing anything and just being with my friends. that's all. that used to be all i did... i miss it. bleh.
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