Wednesday, September 30, 2009

that lonely thing...

every day not many days everything is backwards in a way that it doesn't sound like it means. what's the name for the kind of words that are like that again? it's like looking at things, and thinking about things, and being sure that in reality... pure, simplistic, real reality... what i see is what is. but then it isn't... in a way. some sort of way. and i constantly get confused. i might just be being a hell of a lot more absent minded lately then even i realize, or it might be because of the things i've done before, or the things i've done and the state my mind gets itself into now. i shouldn't be typing this.
i don't know.
i just miss my mom. so much. i never thought it possible to miss someone this much. never.

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