sugar cupcakes chocolate frosting windy skies and trembling

ahhh back in calgary i don't even understand how i am here. i'm stoked to be home to my bed and apartment and bike and babes buuuuut there's just a part of me that is so sad. last night turned out to be the best night, best night but worst night because the entire time i just knew i had to leave! andrea (such a babe), kelly, michelle and i went to java for dinner then went to kelly's to drink. we went to 751 early and just continued drinking. i'm glad the hut will be in my apartment for a while in july because every time i leave toronto it just gets harder to say bye to any of them. maaan i love them, joe and i bond so hard sometimes and hill is just well.. hill. you know. anyway. mark played good music at 751 and i feel as though we might have made vik almost too uncomfortable while we were legitimately grinding him. after 751 a bunch of us went to lakeview for late night food then back to kelly's to chill while i finished packing/until we had to leave for the airport. it was just going to be kelly and i transitting to the airport but it ended up me, kell, kira, andrea, andrew and mark all in a van cab to take me. so good. i was so happy, such a good feeling having a group of amazing people going to that much trouble to go to the airport at 5 am and waiting with me until i actually had to go. so sad to say goodbye. awww man! today i've just been lurking around, trying to sleep... going for dinner with chrissy soon which is good.