i hate it when people tell me what to do when it's like... not anything that they should be telling me to do... does that make sense... like little things. things that normally nobody would ... instruct upon? getting told to do the most insignificant things. what the fuck. mixed into every day conversation. this is new... i've never used to notice it. really new. and it pisses me off. the things that make me maddest are sometimes things that you can't call anyone out on. even if i could rationally i probably wouldn't. just. don't tell me things i need to do. i'm not a little kid. i can seriously take care of myself when i'm doing random shit throughout the day. i have no idea if that makes sense. maaaan.
chesterfield king by jawbreaker is the cutest song no matter what. so cute. aw man. i'm so happy i'm back into my usuuual love affair with jawbreaker. when i think of bands that have actually influenced my life they're one of them. HAHA. last saturday i talked so much about how particular songs changed my life. sitting around my kitchen table, wasted, with friends, ranting about how songs change my life. what the fuck. i love randomly remembering things like that. haha. but actually. bivouac and unfun are so great right now. weird, classically i've always been an etc. and dear you kinda gaaaaaal.
i think i might go to edmonton on maaaay 15th? 14th? i forget right now the exact days but something like that. i don't know why really. i just haven't been there in a super long time, and i miss the people i do still talk to at all that live there, and it would be cool to go to those shows, aaaaaaand i could go to padnamadi's ten million times and be the happiest person. i love that place. so good. i can't spell it? but if you know what it is you know what i'm talking about. last time i was in edmonton i ate there multiple times a day for the three days i was there. so strange to think that the last time i was there was when i stayed at al's and went to a show in brandon's basement and just ate padnamadi's SO MUCH. auuuuuuuuuuuugh delicious.
what i need to work on right now: say what you mean and mean what you say. for real.
yesterday evening/night was so excellent. i went to the embassy and watched the hockey game with ryan and brodie... such good bonding time hahaha. i needed to hang out with just those two boys alone so bad. we lost the game. haha. i don't really care about hockey but i like watching games. then skish came over, EVEN THOUGH he missed the game completley, and then everyone just... hung out? haha. i don't know where i'm going with this. RECAP.
FRIDAY TODAY. dinner with chrissy. then the gala. then kims probably. then... the drum. obviously. haha. somewhere between the gala and kims i'm going to start getting drunk. i'm going to get friday'd. fridays are actually the best day.
such a long entry with no real point. haha.
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