tonight was full of multiple mind fucks. the strangest things kept happening. what the fuck. hahahaha. tomorrow is friday finally. today i ran into liam in kensington and was so happy because i love liam. lurking is my favourite activity. lurking and smoking weed and drawing and listening to music and thinking. that is basically what my life consists of. i haven't seen kim or ayla in so long. it's been like... not that long... but so long. sarah pester and cody are both home next weekend and my house is free and empty and belongs to only me and i don't work allllllll weekend which means non stop chillllllllerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. hahahaha fuck. it's foggy as fuck right now. i have no idea what to type but i want to write. i'm so stoked that i get to be in toronto with kelly and andy soon. kelly kelly kelly. today i missed roughan a lot. i miss boston. boston is beautiful. most of all i miss new york. i know i talk about this so much but it's just so different over there then it is here and i feel so much better over there. i don't know. one day. i'll be back for good. that shit is crazy to think about. also what's craazy is that in october kim and i still had 100% plans to move ourselves to vancouver in three months instead of into our own little cozy nest in downtown calgary... that's fucked. i have no idea what i would be like right now if i was leaving so soon... i'd be different. like a 180 different. sort of thing. FUCK. that'd be fucked. i'm glad i'm not leaving yet. even though some days i wake up and hate this place and only want to leave... there's something about calgary that i just can't place. and i bet some other people get that too. crazy place.
crazy crazy crazy
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